Christ, I wanted ye to be able to make it go away that easily, Claire. Ye have no idea how badly.

[ But she couldn't, and it frustrated him as much as it frustrated her. ]

The nightmares I had...

[ Jamie pauses; he's never divulged to her exactly what they were, what they consisted of. ]

I dreamt I was making love to ye and when I opened my eyes it was Randall. So I killed him. But when I finished it wasna him. It was you. I was so afraid I would hurt ye, Sassenach.